But those who do what is right come to the light
so others can see that they are doing what God wants.
John 3:21 NLT
This is an unfortunate effect of sin, that those who do wrong naturally hide from God. Adam and Eve led the way immediately after sinning in the Garden. Many others follow that example up to this very day. No believer, whether a regular saint or a popular pastor is spared from this trap. A trap wherein we can either escape as in the story of David and Bathsheba or we can choose to remain in it as in the case of Judas who betrayed Jesus.
There is only one unforgivable sin and it’s really hard to get there, but in all other (billions of) cases, we can always humbly and sincerely approach the throne of God with a dire need of repentance requesting His powerful forgiveness… once again.